What’s going on with who?
Hey hey hey so since the last time that I wrote quite a few cool things have happen. Easter came and went, Trevor lost a tooth and Cherelle’s kids got to meet my dad and nephew. I have finished my first month of externs and only have five months let to go.
Don’t we just look so great together? On the way home from my dad’s house I stopped at these railroad tracks and got a few good pictures, Trevor took this one of Cherelle and I. He is getting good with the camera and soon will need his own. I never thought that I would get anyone to take pictures with me on railroad tracks. I think that all the track pictures turned out so great just because it shows depth and I had great people to be in the pictures
So yeah only five months left and then I get to start making the real money. Last week was so cool at my site. I got to see a TEE before a cardio version and then watched the cardio version. The guy who was getting the treatment was in a-fib and the cardio version worked on putting him back into a normal sinus rhythm. So that was my third TEE that I saw get done and it wasn’t pretty, but I was cool. I like going to my externs because everyday I get to learn something new or a better way of doing something. Most of all I love the lunches that my beautiful lover makes me. No she isn’t watching me write this; she is asleep next to me, and I think she is mad that I am still up but she didn’t wanna snuggle and I did so when I heard her snoring I started writing. I love you baby. Well back to the school stuff, as far as I know Central Florida Institute hasn’t faxed over any of my paper work to Voc-rehab so that they can get their money and I can get some gas money. CFI will never change I guess; they get theirs and nothing else matters, wait they still haven’t got all theirs yet… hmm… I wonder why they aren’t on the ball about getting their money. I guess I am going to have to do all the leg work for them since CFI is taking their time and I am way past being out of gas. Five months left… I can’t wait.
I can’t believe it, Trevor lost his first tooth and I was there to se it all, I even got out the string just incase he needed it, but like a champ he pulled it out all on his own and the tooth fairy left him three dollars. He only bleed a little bit and it was enough to get a few cool pictures. It was so cool being there for a little kids first tooth loss and having them look up to ya like “hey check it out I am getting older and you’re here to see it” Trevor is a good egg and he is fun to hang out with, I have been teaching him how to play darts “soft tip” and it is so neat watching him figure it out. Don’t get me wrong some times he can get on my nerves when he gets mad that he ain’t a pro or wants to cheat, but I hope he is leaning that cheating isn’t the way you win a game.
Easter was a blast this year, Cherelle, the kids and I spent it over at my mom and Rich’s. It was fun and I think everyone had a good time. My little bro and his wife came over towards the end of the evening and we had an Easter egg hunt that Suraya wasn’t to fawned of. She definitely didn’t like the real eggs, or having to look for stuff on her own. Trevor did great on the egg hunt and I think his buddy Payton may have snagged a few of his eggs along the way. Also on Easter Trevor got real friendly with the pool, at first he wanted to wear the life vest but mid way through the day he got brave and took off the vest and even started letting Rich throw him around in the pool; by the end of the day Trevor was letting me throw him too.
This weekend I took Cherelle and the kids up to my dad’s to hang out and get away for a little bit. It was a nice little get away. Trevor and Suraya got to meet Jacob and Hunter. Jacob and Trevor hit it off right away by saying there names and how much they weighed and finished with a hug. Then they were off to play like they had known each other their whole lives. Suraya and Hunter now are a whole other story; Hunter just wanted to pull Suraya’s hair the whole time and she wanted to call him yucky. Lol well they did play nice most of the time. Cherelle seemed happy to be up there just hanging out and to be away for New Port Richey. Cherelle and I got to do the bar-b-queuing together. Well we got the coals going then my dad took over when the meat came out, but it was nice quality time that we got to have. I am glad she likes it up there and I hope we get to go again sometime soon. Jacob loved playing with Trevor so much and it was cool watching them get along so well. My Family loved having them all around and it made me feel like we were one big happy family, I liked that.
While we were up at my dad’s I got to take so many awesome pictures. 
This one is just a stump that my dad was burning out the ground to get rid of it. I just love how it looks here. There are a bunch of great ones and I hope to get them up on my myspace page here soon for everyone to see and enjoy. One of these day I will make a photo book of all my great shots, and people will want copies and their friends will want copies to stay in the click and there friends friends will want two copies and eventually the world will desire my picture taking eye and then I’ll even get a talk show that has only talking dogs and singing hamsters on it. The world will be mine! hahahahaha
Well it is way past my bed time and Cherelle is asleep enough by now that if she is mad at me I can still snuggle up to her because her unconscious mind probably isn’t mad at me. Good night ya’ll.
The sleepy Trump
Here is to new beginnings!
Well it has been a dark two days for me and I am so hoping the sun will shine down on me tomorrow and everything will turn out to be better. So yesterday Cherelle and I got in to a heated argument and some things were said that probably shouldn’t have been said, and well she ended up calling her ex who is still her husband to fly down here to come get her and to take her back to Michigan where she had come from when I met her. After we had cooled down and realized that something small had been blown way out of proportion we kind of mended things up but he was still on a flight down here. I am writing this while she is currently over at her mother in laws visiting with him and hopefully breaking the news that she will be staying with me. She did try to reassure me that that is what she had in mind and that she also was going there so her daughter could see her father. That’s cool and all and I don’t think that I would ever want to stop those visits if they were to happen in the future. I am defiantly in shock that I am not pacing the house staring at the clock counting the minutes as they pass. Though writing may be the same thing since I have no clue what I am writing…..
Okay so I took a few day break from writing because life got in to the way and now I do know what I want to write about. So the pacing never came I just cleaned a lot; but cleaning got me no where. My love chose not to ensure our future together as a couple, instead she wanted to spend the night with her husband… well not just one night, she spent three nights with him and expected me to want her back. Though she had a list a mile long on how to justify what she was doing was right. Her insensitivity on this matter only increased my pain and encouraged my choice to make sure that we would not continue to be together. There is a slew of other reasons that I could not stay with her and there is no need to list them here. Cherelle isn’t a bad person she just isn’t the right person for me is all.
So I sit here at my dad’s waiting for my home to be empty once again. I chose to leave New Port Richey and come up here because Cher didn’t really want to end things I think; staying up here she cant convince me other wise since there is no phone service and my texting isn’t working all that great either. I know letting her go is breaking both our hearts but I know it is for the best. So I am sitting up here enjoying my freedom and a lot of peace and quiet. Though I already feel lonely I know this will pass like it has many times in the past.
Staying alone until I am done with school will be my goal because I definitely don’t need this stress anymore or ever again. So I say goodbye to this love and open my heart for another… well in six more months or so.
Last night I went to a party at Mr. Robin’s and it was cool; though I only knew my aunt and uncle there I still had a good time. Well I kinda knew a few other people but I didn’t socialize to much because of leaving my ex. Haha but I did loose at a checkers game to Hambone one of my dads friends, oh yeah I know him too.
My little sister Amy is sitting here watching me type and it is a little strange because I normally write when no one is around. Lol
Well I hope my home is still in tact when I get there.
Oh I can’t wait till the old Mike is back out having fun and loving life and well I’ll keep you all in touch on how I am doing because I plan on writing more like I used to.
Heart Broken by choice
